How to know that you actually facing one?
Does loss of concentration count?
What about disease that surfaced out of blue?

too many things happen lately,
too much stuff to deal with,
too many notes to be studied,

I constantly pray that i get back all the peacefulness,
if not better, at least the normal kind,
the kind that i used to have,


O Allah, grant me strength,
and energy that i need to face to the situation,
Thee alone I worship; Thee alone i ask for help.